Sometimes seeing a good friend's wedding photos can bring about great yearning to myself, wanting so much to get married myself.

Recently, my ex-colleague Geok who has gotten married to her childhood sweetheart and has taken really pretty pictures. when she knew i was feeling down after seeing the pics and she started to blame herself that she shouldn't have shown me. Well, it's not her fault. it's just a part of me that wanted this feeling of being loved so much.

Once bitten, twice shy. I took extra care to prevent myself from falling in love foolishly. I try to avoid getting close to anyone if possible. Being an anti-social as many may term it. I couldn't care less as long as I protect myself and safeguard myself well enough from this harm.

Of course, sometimes it proves things are easier said than done.

Especially of a recent encounter.

Although I hope happy endings do come out of it eventually, I won't be trying hard to pursue of this.

I am a staunch believer of this phrase, "when it's meant to be, it will be"

And hopefully time will tell soon.